fucck tonight..

worst way to end the night..
fucken almost pulled a muscle at the gym.
almost got hit while driving home twice !
found out mom only wanted my handicap placard so her fucken boyfriend could park his other car at our house..
fucken taking two parking spaces with his cars..
i come home and someone ate my last chippy.



FUUUUUUCK MY LIFE..


i wish i was skinny again

Sleepless night

RT @RevRunWisdom: 2 have a great relationship.. u have 2 choose being happy & 2gether instead of always having 2 be right

Rev run couldn't be anymore right when he posted this one.. I guess you can say sometimes were to blind to see or to know when it's not always the best thing to always be right.. I guess you can say I've always been trying to be right and I end up being an asshole instead... I can easily speak for everyone in the world and say .. Relationships are hard... And live has it's pros and cons.. But I guess you can also say the pros or cons can out weigh each other depending on the love and understanding you have for one another.. If you allow yourself to see the little bad things to be bigger than they are.. You become blind to see the bigger picture and that is to know what things can be easily worked out if it's understood and kept small.. Like rev run said to .. Take care of problems while their infants because when their grown their more hard and mor painful.. It's true.. Ugh I've been up restless and not even a bit of my eyes are tired but the only thing I am tired of is the fact that in the end of it all there's only one thing I need and want no matter what shit goes on one person and that's Klarissa libramonte.. Although we might be dramatic selfish assholes.. The way I love her cannot be matched or broken..ugh she's the one person I can easily say.. Would want to spend a more than a lifetime with..



ugh.. I can't even sleep because I'm not sleepy soo much is running through my head... I wouldve thought that the divorce would not affect me but it has bigger than I couldve imagined.. And to top it off I've lost the one person who was everything to me..I have too much in my mind and need something or someone to help me out of it.. I'm really considering moving out..

Who knew

All some people want is someone else..I guess it's implied for everyone but me

Tribulations

Life always has it's shortcomings ... I miss my aunt but I know and my aunt would want me to know that I need to learn to be strong and lead my own path with my own guidance ahh lifes hard.. Relationships are hard.. One thing I've realize also is that Karl is a good boyfriend to my mom and I have to face the facts.. And with my relationship.. There's always the ups and downs of it but to make em work you just gotta know how pick each other up when the relationship is at it's down I love my girlfriend although we might fight or she might annoy me.. That's life the perfect relationship isn't the best way to go.. It's the imperfect ones that challenge our hearts and strengthen them to know how and where to find real love.

As it goes for what I'm most thankful for:
Life
Family
Girlfriend
And love because most people want to have it but have a difficult time finding it

Assfghjkl

Some people always say things are better when there asleep they want to stay asleep and never wake up.. Well I dint want to sleep because I don't want to see tomorrow..:( I don't want to sleep...talk...tweet..see..use myspace...use anything I just want to isolate myself and never sleep so I can never wake up to a new day

Fuck

That shit!


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone