cute dreams make me happy
hearing them makes me happier
dream sweet :(
June 30, 2009
June 25, 2009
up to date
well pretty much summer has been a looooot different for me
its been really new fun and exciting first of to update this
my girlfriend took me to this very secluded japanese restaurant called Yamashiro
that had an amazing view and cozy feel to it...the calamari was BOOOOOMB
then for tuesday...(the week after my birthday) she knew i had a bad birthday and she wanted to make it up to me.. so she suprised me with whale watching at dana point and with a collage of pictures of me and her haha.
it was soooo fun too lazy to get into detail but heres like a couple pictures
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one of many dolphins :)
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its been really new fun and exciting first of to update this
my girlfriend took me to this very secluded japanese restaurant called Yamashiro
that had an amazing view and cozy feel to it...the calamari was BOOOOOMB
then for tuesday...(the week after my birthday) she knew i had a bad birthday and she wanted to make it up to me.. so she suprised me with whale watching at dana point and with a collage of pictures of me and her haha.
it was soooo fun too lazy to get into detail but heres like a couple pictures
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one of many dolphins :)
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June 17, 2009
June 13, 2009
June 8, 2009
exercising the brain
Last night was a good night just talking about the randomest shit..
from talking about the fact of "there is no end" to "how we can speed up plant production" it was niice having a long conversation until 2 in the morning just about the randomest things that puzzle our minds. and it was nice having time to catch up with the family with some good information.
i love my family.
from talking about the fact of "there is no end" to "how we can speed up plant production" it was niice having a long conversation until 2 in the morning just about the randomest things that puzzle our minds. and it was nice having time to catch up with the family with some good information.
i love my family.
June 7, 2009
june 7, 2009
if there was a way to shut off the back of your mind.
please...teach me..
my throat hurts...too much food.
good day
but i hate the feeling of the one thing i learned to forget.
always seems to creep up somehow.
fucccck you!!!
please...teach me..
my throat hurts...too much food.
good day
but i hate the feeling of the one thing i learned to forget.
always seems to creep up somehow.
fucccck you!!!
June 5, 2009
emotional circus
dear ?,
as i sit here to think about what may lay forth in front of me in the future i sit and relax reminiscing on what past I've encrypted in my own personal history book. Because we all create our own history books in our mind so that one day, when that day comes, to sit down or lay down and just think about history. And when to think about it we don't think so that we can regret what past mistakes we've made, but to ensure ourselves, that we have been living the life that has made us whoever we've become at its present.
Fulton Oursler once said:
“Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future.”
Although it's seems impossible to live a life without having any regrets, nothing is ever impossible because whatever you wish to achieve can be reached only if the determination in one's mind is so sure-shot to make one believe that the impossible is possible. What Fulton Oursler was trying to explain was that pretty much the two things that steal us away from being happy, are the regret for the past and fear of the future. When we must all learn and understand that one must not dwell on what past we've paved because what was behind us are just bittersweet memories, and that the only feeling we should feel towards are future is not fear...but the feeling of excitement. joy. undying happiness. Because why fear to see the future? when another day given to us is a gift. A gift we must cherish carefully and not recklessly. Thats why we must not fear our future but grab on to the courage we all hold within ourselves to just embrace it and do nothing but just live it. Day by day.
But although there might be certain aspects in life that may bring us down..make us sad, cry, mad, or hate the very existence of ourselves. It's okay to feel these emotions because this is what feelings, us as human beings, carry upon ourselves. So theres nothing we can do to stop these feelings so we must learn to put a solution at the end of the problem. We must learn to overcome these feelings because negative feelings are the worst feelings to feel. We must learn that when your sad we have something that makes us happy, when we're mad we have someone to cool us down, when were crying you have something or someone there to stop the tears. Our emotions cannot be controlled by anyone else but ourselves. That's why we must be courageous with our emotions, and learn that no matter whatever someone might tell you not to.. Us as individuals know when...its okay for us to feel the way we do.
I personally know i've made some big mistakes in life...but i do not dwell on them but learn.. i learned so that i could better my character rather than batter myself with regrets and mistakes. I learned to open my eyes and understand.
p.s. i miss macario papa
as i sit here to think about what may lay forth in front of me in the future i sit and relax reminiscing on what past I've encrypted in my own personal history book. Because we all create our own history books in our mind so that one day, when that day comes, to sit down or lay down and just think about history. And when to think about it we don't think so that we can regret what past mistakes we've made, but to ensure ourselves, that we have been living the life that has made us whoever we've become at its present.
Fulton Oursler once said:
“Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future.”
Although it's seems impossible to live a life without having any regrets, nothing is ever impossible because whatever you wish to achieve can be reached only if the determination in one's mind is so sure-shot to make one believe that the impossible is possible. What Fulton Oursler was trying to explain was that pretty much the two things that steal us away from being happy, are the regret for the past and fear of the future. When we must all learn and understand that one must not dwell on what past we've paved because what was behind us are just bittersweet memories, and that the only feeling we should feel towards are future is not fear...but the feeling of excitement. joy. undying happiness. Because why fear to see the future? when another day given to us is a gift. A gift we must cherish carefully and not recklessly. Thats why we must not fear our future but grab on to the courage we all hold within ourselves to just embrace it and do nothing but just live it. Day by day.
But although there might be certain aspects in life that may bring us down..make us sad, cry, mad, or hate the very existence of ourselves. It's okay to feel these emotions because this is what feelings, us as human beings, carry upon ourselves. So theres nothing we can do to stop these feelings so we must learn to put a solution at the end of the problem. We must learn to overcome these feelings because negative feelings are the worst feelings to feel. We must learn that when your sad we have something that makes us happy, when we're mad we have someone to cool us down, when were crying you have something or someone there to stop the tears. Our emotions cannot be controlled by anyone else but ourselves. That's why we must be courageous with our emotions, and learn that no matter whatever someone might tell you not to.. Us as individuals know when...its okay for us to feel the way we do.
I personally know i've made some big mistakes in life...but i do not dwell on them but learn.. i learned so that i could better my character rather than batter myself with regrets and mistakes. I learned to open my eyes and understand.
p.s. i miss macario papa
June 3, 2009
alot
well i was thinking about typing alot of stuff about how i feel about certain things..because im beginning to miss alot of things...and things arent what they use to be...but i decided different..because if things dont wanna be the way they use to be because of some people then...forcing someone wont be as delightful than if they were to realize it on their own....i'm done expecting things i know can't come to be..
happiness is only achieved when there are no expectations..but only unwilling effort.
goodnight.
i know what needs to be done.
happiness is only achieved when there are no expectations..but only unwilling effort.
goodnight.
i know what needs to be done.
June 1, 2009
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